Recovery??
Going to Remuda Ranch in a few days…… I’m going to be the fattest girl there. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Why am I such a fatass? Why do I keep eating?!?!?!?!?! I’m going to regret every morsel of food I’ve had this week once I get there and weigh as much as like 3 of the other girls combined. Fuck my life. So huuuuuge and bloated right now. =( I wanna die instead of going….please…..
